Am I a sin?

Could I live in this world?

In this kind of world?

With a person like myself, my presence... is it even worth it?

What's my purpose, what am I actually seeking? And then I'm come back to a square one.
Start anew? Refresh? Human build to destroy and destroy to build. What an awe.

I would like to drown, if I know the feeling, I might get addicted to it. But well, I can't swim, so I just can see everything just from the surface. It's an irony because only non-swimmers will drown.

Being so deep in water... the inner fire might be forced to lit up.

Deeper down in the abyss... I know I have to keep moving if I don't want to be eaten.