Am I a sin?

Could I live in this world?

In this kind of world?

With a person like myself, my presence... is it even worth it?

What's my purpose, what am I actually seeking? And then I'm come back to a square one.
Start anew? Refresh? Human build to destroy and destroy to build. What an awe.

I would like to drown, if I know the feeling, I might get addicted to it. But well, I can't swim, so I just can see everything just from the surface. It's an irony because only non-swimmers will drown.

Being so deep in water... the inner fire might be forced to lit up.

Deeper down in the abyss... I know I have to keep moving if I don't want to be eaten.

And again... I forgot about this again -.-'''

Why I'm like this? I think I should be more active starting from now. I found back this blog when I browsing my message history in Facebook that was like a year ago. And because nobody will read my story here... I think I wouldn't put any limit to my story... but just some filter. Because when I myself read my own writing alone, it still can make feel embarrassed.

One little step for human, One big step for humanity
-if I'm not wrong with this quote, you can say this sentence credited to Neil Armstrong...

She inspired me!

SETIA HUJUNG NYAWA by Fatin Nabila.
Her blog is http://fatinnymail.blogspot.com/ .Credit for her! She make me wake up.


I already thought about my life. What a waste as long 15 years I breath for air. It might not too late, or maybe too late. Well, only GOD know when you will die. Time will tell! Heee, ridicilous minded la. But it's not wrong to always remember death, right? Well, always remember death will make our heart always live *credit to SOLUSI magazine, 4th edition - JAGALAH HATI. Know I have a mission! I have to make myself perfect if I want all around me perfect! Yea! Ganbatte kudasai! I ready to work it out! No more day dreaming, and I won't hoping if I not doing it. Pray for me, please... I want to be stronger. Thanks :')

Let it go, MOVE with the flow.

(24/07/2011, 1603 hrs) - A Sunday without a sundae XD


Ahhh. Let's get started. Assalamualaikum and 1Malaysia regard. Although this blog already existed a long time ago, this time I already thought that why should I have a blog, if it doesn't give any function to me (ketinggalan zaman la Nerdy Ariena ni! ). Know I knew how to use it. I'll make it as my diary ajelahhhh. I'm so kolot! But that is me. I don't care much what everyone think about me because I don't have to. It will only distract my brain cell. It's my life, what should I worry about the others? Haha, I'm really such a nerd, that why I don't think I have to care much. But this is true, even I care a lot about the people around me, they will not always there for me. Ermm... this is enough for an introduction post! See ya, eh diary? :D


(1610 hrs) - Even there was time on the post, it's not real. The truth is I WROTE all this stuff  at THAT time. I saved all my stuff in Microsoft Office Word! Hix, you know-lah kan, Nerdy Ariena don't always have mood to online and 'literaturing' her DIARY BLOG.   But she still wanna share too, like some motivation... Sort a relief, eh?